CareLess

I wake up every morning to served you
Coffee, bread with butter just to please you
Preparing your clothes for work
Dressing you up until you leave home

Cleaning up the mess you made
Fixing and stretching the bed
Your litters will be swept
And all your things will be kept

Calling to give you the good news
But heard you saying "not in the mood"
I want to say something important
'Was about to say it when you hang up

I managed to smile and continue washing
While teardrops continually flowing
My heart is excruciatingly in pain
My strength started to fade

If you read this letter it means I'm gone
Not blaming you for what you have done
I blame myself for letting you to hurt me
For allowing you to step on me

I need to fix myself and be the better me
Putting back all the puzzle pieces of me
Bringing back the light in my spirit
Because I'll be a mother and I want to be good at it