My Firsts

The first voice that I heard
The first touch that I felt
The first kiss that so warm
That makes my heart calm

As I grew up You followed me
Helping me to surpass my own diffculty
Even though sometimes I don't listen
You still guide me over again

I even lied to you many times
Committed many crimes
But you still manage to smile
Telling me it is all alright

I wanted to bring back the old days
Where I am just clinging on your neck
Hugging you tight and don't want to let go
I wanted to stay at your side though I need to grow

I want you to be the first person to be proud of me
Watching me reaching my goals and say You love me
You are the first person who gave me TRUE LOVE
I am sorry for everthing and I love you mom

Unmasked

I do things without even thinking
And suddenly ruin everything
I know I have a lot of mistakes
That most of the people can't take

I even push others to catch me
Even though I felt that I am not worthy
I may be a burden and worthless
Offended too many and make a mess

I apologize if I am a disappointment
And if I don't know the meaning of commitment
I am sorry if I am not perfect
I just don't like to lie to myself